RECOGNITION
Imprisoned these nine months,
I wake to hard earned fantasy,
more fleeting than those soft
dreams
that slip and swirl through
coffee steam.
My jailer, cruel Argus, demands,
“It’s time, are you ready?”
“Giotto,” I yawn and roll against
the wall.
He claps my back and disappears:
I am such a willing prisoner.
Light pushes through windows and
blinds
beaded with nicotine like mist on
a jaguar
that crawls across the carpet so
slowly.
With bleared eyes, I wake the
jailer
and beg an hour in the yard
where lizards skitter with scaled
eyes
to deny my fears, as I am just
out of bed;
I walk too fast, and it’s all for
show,
stop to watch a black winged
butterfly
hop across a patch of sky.
Back to a hot bath and my image
in the mirror:
memory, fantasy, and impetus for
sleep.
“Are you ready?”
“Kokoschka.”
“Good night.”
“Good night.”
SK/1978